(.+. The Gurl .+.)
(.+. Road down memory lane .+.)
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New colours for my hair nw, basically it's still chocolate colour but at least those black hair tat has grown out are of the the same colour as the rest of the hair. Chinese new year coming so ask aunt to help me do my hair. Besides colouring i aso cut my hair, still having long hair at the back but so much shorter & thiner than before. Going to perm my hair next time round when i visit my aunt again. Dun know hw i'm gg to look like with permed hair.
Woke up early in the morning & took a bath before gg over to dear's hse. He went downstairs & bought breakfast for me, so good hor? No lah, actually i ask him to go down & buy one cos i too lazy to go down & eat so ask him to buy up. haha. Went shopping with him at outram park & chinatown in the afternoon. Went to the famous porridge stall at outram park & shared a pot of frog leg 
porridge with dear then walk to the bazaar at chinatown. Purposely went to chinatown on weekdays so tat it wont be crowded but the place still so crowded with ppl. Then walk down to OG people's park, Op having 30% storewide, saw one veri nice flowery mini skirt but end up nv buy cos already got one at home & till now only wore once. At the end of the entire shopping trip, dear bought a pair of pants while i bought a white knitted top & a pair of jeans. Hehe.. so happy 
with the purchase. Haven't really had this kinda shopping for a long time, damn broke these days, no income coming in & then stil have to set aside money for holidays.
Valentine day's 
coming, but dear's working on tat day. But wait! 
I'm not feeling sad or unhappy cos we will be celebrating v.day a week later. Valentine day is nothing to us, celebrating our 5th year anniversary is more meaningful. Any nice hotel for lunch / dinner buffet to recommend? Food mus be gd wor, dear & i very particular when it comes to food. I've already thought of what present to get for him for v.day cum anniversary. Shh! 
Gonna kee it a secret cos i know dear ocassionally pop by my blog & read what im writing in here. (Ming are u reading?) Got to buy early cos told dear we will be exchanging gift on v.day itself. Wahaa.. so curious! Don't know wat dear will get for me. But i'm sure he will like the present i'm gg to get from him.
The whole of Feb is so joyous 
(chinese new year, v.day, 5th anniversary) With so many events to look forward to & March is even more exciting!!! The biggest event of the year.... HOLIDAYS! Yipee! 
Thou nothing is cmf at the moment but i know for sure tat no matter wat we will still have a Super Fun Holidays! We are deciding on whether we should visit Taiwan or Gold Coast. Borrowed one reference book on Taiwan recently, read up abit but like nothing much in Taiwan leh. Gold coast is definately much more attractive, waiting for David's sis to check out the prices for us. Tata!
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It's our Pre Reunion Lunar Chinese New Year Celebrations 
ytd nite at west coast park. A 
tiring but yet happy day. Went to the market at old jurong west early in the morning to get some of the BBQ food stuffs with my mum. The market was so packed & crowded with ppl man, hav problem moving ard aso. Bought prawns, stingrays, sambal chilli & aluminium foil then went home to prepare the food. Reach home abt 11 plus then started washing the seafood & then put them all into the fridge. Eileen came over to my hse at ard 2 to help cut the prawn head & marinate the stingray with sambal chilli. The things are damn heavy 
so we took a cab down to jurong east to meet up with ling & elvin. Waited for them awhile at jurong east then we proceed on to west coast park for our BBQ session.
The four of us were the first to reach, then start to set up fire & cook the stingrays & prawns. The sambal stingray was 
yummy, very spicy but shiok. Then the rest of the ppl slowly came in & bought the other food stuffs along. Not gg to go into full detail of what happened at the BBQ, pictures speaks a thousand words rite? U gonna see for urself hw much fun we r having at the BBQ.
Tat's Jo, Ying, Ling & Me barbecuing the food
Look at our food, mouth-watering isn't it?
Me & Ling posing for the camera
Ying & Ms Liang with their bfs behind them
We are sisters!
Tat's my boy & me!
Finally a pic of the 3 of us
A pic with ling's sister (Joey)
Happy family!
Tat's all folks! Had a wonderful great time 
at the west coast park. Gals, let's have more of such gatherings in future!
Oh ya.. btw my friend ms liang, has set up her own website tat sells wide variety of accessories tat are handcrafted and uniquely designed by herself. Do check out this website: http://moggiecat.tripod.com/ Helping her promote her website.. haha
Bought a pair of earrings from her as well, friends doing business for the first time of course must show support mah. If next time i do business myself, they also mus suport me wor. Hehe... aniway, like the pair of earrings i bought from her alot.. nice nice! 
Pic of the earring i bought from her
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Been veri busy these days, i've already miss the first 4 episode of american idol 4. Shit! Always din hav time to watch it. Nt working nw but still so busy. Aniway, received a msg from eileen early morning telling me tat our holiday trip is on. Finally! Waited for her reply for soo long already. But i wasn't really like over the moon after reading her msg, cos i dun mind visiting taiwan cos it's so much cheaper but u know i really do prefer gg to aust than to taiwan. I guess it's all due to budget constraint & i hated to be resticted by tat. Can't go this places & tat places due to budget. Aniway, dear & i have already decided on gg to taiwan with eileen & david so got to put the idea of gg to aust aside.
Ytd afternoon accompany dear to queensway shopping center to shop for chinese new year clothings. But end up din bought anything, couldn't find any nice clothings & shoes. So went to ikea to have tea, ordered swedish meatballs, chicken wing & fish 'n' chips. Tat's alot for tea time rite? Haha.. was so full tat i skipped dinner ytd nite. Couldn't get to sleep, kept thinking abt the holiday trip thingy. Gonna discuss with eileen again whether we should really visit taiwan.
Going off to meet eileen to get other food stuffs for our BBQ at west coast park later in the evening. Will be back soon for more updates on our BBQ session...
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Went to the airport to send my biao mei off ytd afternoon, holidays are forever so short & sch's starting on mon. Went back few days earlier to prepare herself for the opening of sch. Ya! Hopefully she will be back again soon. Luckily we went there earlier, cos the queue at the qantas counter was so packed with ppl. After checking in the baggage, we went to have dinner at the foodcourt. Then went back to the departure hall to meet up with her old classmates who was there to send her off as well.
When is it gg to be my turn to be on the plane? I know it's near but when exactly? Time is running out & we havent even decided which place to visit. Im thinking to myself maybe i should jus go on a romantic holiday trip with only the two of us (Dear & i). At least there won't be so much things to bother abt & i really hate this kinda dragging. All these dragging & waiting are bringing us to nowhere. Rather curious about finding out most ppl prefer to go on a holiday with hw many ppl. So i've made a poll at the bottom of this entry, help me do the poll k. I wonder wat is the result gg to be like? Haha.. so curious!
(Took this at bugis while out shopping with biao mei)
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Had mac big breakfast today, haven't ate mac breakfast for a long long time. Due to the fact tat the mac over at my place moved to pioneer mall & also because i always woke up late. So was feeling quite happy to be able to had mac for breakfast today, thought it was a great way to start my day.. but things din turn out tat way (read on & u will know why) After breakfast, we went to giant & bought some food to bring to east coast park later in the afternoon. After tat, went over to dear hse to rest awhile & waited for him to prepare himself.
I was in his room using the com & i heard him chatting on the phone outside, so the curious me went to find out who he was chatting with. I din suspect anything in the first place, i asked him who he was chatting with but he din ans me so i went back to his room. It just happened tat there was another phone in his room, so the naughty me decided to pick up the phone & eavesdrop on his conversation. I swear i've nv thought tat the voice coming from the other end of the phone would be a lady. 
I was totally shocked & speechless upon hearing tat. I was so disappointed in him, no words could describe my feeling then, felt like crying 
my hearts out. The trust i had for him went another level lower, though at the later part i found out tat dear called her due to some reasons. Though he had reasons but he was in the wrong as well for calling her, smsing & replying her smses. I know they are just friends but which women won't mind esp when tat women is his ex? Dear kept telling me they were just friends but all the things he did makes me think otherwise & even suspicious of him. Am i'm controlling too much?? 
Women are sensitive & jealous creatures, who would wan their partner to be so closed to another women rite? The reason why we have been quarrelling so much the past few days was also related to this issue, it all started with that class gathering of his. I'm really sick & tired of quarrelling over the same things again & again. This issue had caused our relationship to be on the rocks. I really wish & i want everything to be back to what it is like before. I dun wish anyone or anything to affect our relationship.
I wasn't in any mood to go east coast after what happened. It really spolit my day! Was still thinking of enjoying & relaxing ourselves at the beach. It was almost time to meet up so i msg ling to inform her tat i'm nt gg to east coast as well as to tell her wat actually happened. I was feeling so sad & then she was the only one i could tell my troubles to at tat moment. 
Really got to thanks ling for always providing a listening ear. Ya! Though dear & i made up later in the afternoon but i truly hoped tat such things is nv gg to happen again.
To my dear: I know u will be reading this, i just wanna tell u that i really treasure this 5 years of relationship & being with u is the happiest 
moment in my life. I hoped u feel the same too!
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First of all, i'm writing his entry at the comfort of my home.
Finally gotten a new computer.. yeah! yeah! 
(this icon is so cute isn't it?Get this kinda cute icons from http://members.shaw.ca/wenpigsfly/smileys/) But aniway ther's nothing to be really happy abt cos got a new com but loses one as well. YA! My notebook is dead, it still can be repaired but the cost of repairing it is as gd as getting a new one. HAiz! 
What for rite? Motherboard's burnt due to using it 24/7, my poor notebook!
Well.. ytd went shopping with dear, usually he was the one accompanying me but ytd it was the opposite. Sudden change in him, dun know y also. haha. Went to lotsa places ytd, Taka, HMV, CK Tang & then Far East, dear finally bought a shirt from far east shopping center. Saw eunice (my ex-colleague from starhub) at far east, so coincidence! Haven't seen her for like 3 or 4 years, nice meeting her again. After shopping at Far east dear & i went back to taka for some light snacks & then it was home sweet home. Ytd was so tiring & can feel both of my legs aching so much after all the walking & shopping.
Aniway.. this fri & next sat is gg to be packed with lotsa activities. Going to head down to east coast park this friday with darling & my dearly friends & then spend our day there cycling, kite-flying, picnic & hopefully we get to watch sunset as well.. Next sat would be our ( ling named it as the ) 
Pre Reunion Lunar Chinese New Year Celebration gg to west coast park for BBQ session. hw can i not look forward to weekends?
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Having lotsa quarrels & misunderstanding with dear these days. Basically quarreling 
over everything, even the tiniest things.. YA! Maybe i wasn't understanding enough or maybe i should say i was too possessive. TRUST is very impt in a relationship, used to hav 100% of trust in him. But nw dun know y i began to lose trust in him & even have doubts in the things he do. Tat's bad isn't it? I admit i was wrong to doubt & suspect him but sometimes i really couldn't help but to think abt all the negative things. Quarrels are just parts & parcels of life & i believe all these are obstacles to make our relationship grow stronger. Being with dear is the happiest 
moments in my life. I must be a more understanding & magnanimous galfriend who will always 
stand by his side. I believe things will be like before once we sort things out.
There will always be sunshine 
after the rain rite?
Quote: Have T-R-U-S-T in your partner & not doubt in him
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13/01/05 (Sakae sushi with my biao mei)
My biao mei went to SP to take an entrance test on eng & maths this morning. Dear & i accompany her during her lunch break at 11am. We had macdonalds for lunch & then helped her revised 
alittle on her maths. Then dear went to take bus to camp while i accompany her till it was time for her maths test. Quite a number of ppl was shortlisted for the test, abt 50 or more of them.
Went to clementi to walk around first while waiting for her to finish her test, then both of us took train to westmall for sakae sushi. Actually, wanted to treat her to sakae the other time when she came back to sg but the tat time abit rush tat's y nv go in the end. We went to the library first before having our early dinner. Borrowed more reference books to read up for trip to aussie & then we made an amazing discovery at the library. I think many ppl would have know abt this, esp those who frequent the library. I rmb dear told me this before but i dun believe him.. haha!! Cos i've worked in the library for community service during my sec sch days & i din know abt this. So it's quite hard for me to believe him. So all along i thought tat books borrowed at a particular library must be returned at that particular library which you borrow the book from. But actually you can returned the books at any branch all over the island. Haha!! 
So stupid rite? Untill now then know. Aniway.. we went home straight after dinner at sakae.
*My thoughts*
Treated my biao mei like my own sis, because she's the only cousin who is closest to my age & mainly because she had lived together with me since she was in pri 1 all the way till she was in sec 3 where she left sg for studies in australia. We both shared very close bondings though we used to quarrel so much in the past.
14/01/05 (Pancakes for breakfast)
Bought a packet of pancake mix a couple of weeks ago but din have the chance to make. So decided to make it this morning, it was pretty easy, jus need to add 
1 egg & 250ml of milk into the mix & then beat the mixture until it is smooth. YA! It's tat simple, the packet of pancake mix says can make 12 generous pancakes but end up only made 6. Haha! So pathetic! So my bro, biao mei & i each ate 2 pancakes. Actually, wanted to make for dear to eat one but too bad there's not enough for him & also because he wasn't around, he went jogging & swimming with his camp mates. Next time round then make for him to eat bah.
In the afternoon, actually already planned to go shopping with dear one. But end up aso nv go cos quite late already then accompany biao mei to JP popular to buy stationaries. Pretty busy these few days, busy accompanying my biao mei & also planning for trip to australia. Got alot of useful info from my biao mei on where to visit & what to eat when visiting sydney. Gelato & ice-cream from 'Little Italy', pretzel & fish 'n' chips are just some of them. Think most likely gg on a holiday on the last week of march, then at the same time we can visit the Easter show 
which is gg to held at Olympic Park. Woohoo! I'm damn excited bout the trip thou it's still a couple of months away. I can't wait for march to come! Gold Coast & Sydney i'm coming!!! Actually besides planning for trip to aussie, i'm aso thinking of making something special for dear for our 5th anniversary in feb. Any ideas ppl? Not gg to spend so much $ for this year's v.day as well as 5th yr anniversary. Thou 5th yr is really something worth celebrating but we are gg to keep it as simple as possible. Cos we are gg to save up for our holidays.
15/01/05 (Home alone!!)
I was alone at home the whole day, so 
bored! Dad, mum, bro & biao mei went malaysia & then tat stupid dear is working & then having class gathering after his work. So i spent the whole sat alone at home watching TV. Shouldn't sats be spent with loved 
ones? Aniway.. it's almost 9 plus so i msg him to ask him what time he will be back from the gathering. Only then did he tell me tat they were gg KTV after their dinner at Swensens.
I was waiting for him to came back home to spend some time with me. I hate him when he leave me all alone at home & then enjoying himself. 
I hate it! I hate it! He can choose to leave earlier but he didn't. Y can't he informed me earlier tat they were gg for KTV? Why? Why r guys always like tat?