(.+. The Gurl .+.)
(.+. Road down memory lane .+.)
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Had mac big breakfast today, haven't ate mac breakfast for a long long time. Due to the fact tat the mac over at my place moved to pioneer mall & also because i always woke up late. So was feeling quite happy 
to be able to had mac for breakfast today, thought it was a great way to start my day.. but things din turn out tat way (read on & u will know why) After breakfast, we went to giant & bought some food to bring to east coast park later in the afternoon. After tat, went over to dear hse to rest awhile & waited for him to prepare himself.
I was in his room using the com & i heard him chatting on the phone outside, so the curious me went to find out who he was chatting with. I din suspect anything in the first place, i asked him who he was chatting with but he din ans me so i went back to his room. It just happened tat there was another phone in his room, so the naughty me decided to pick up the phone & eavesdrop on his conversation. I swear i've nv thought tat the voice coming from the other end of the phone would be a lady. 
I was totally shocked & speechless upon hearing tat. I was so disappointed in him, no words could describe my feeling then, felt like crying 
my hearts out. The trust i had for him went another level lower, though at the later part i found out tat dear called her due to some reasons. Though he had reasons but he was in the wrong as well for calling her, smsing & replying her smses. I know they are just friends but which women won't mind esp when tat women is his ex? Dear kept telling me they were just friends but all the things he did makes me think otherwise & even suspicious of him. Am i'm controlling too much?? 
Women are sensitive & jealous creatures, who would wan their partner to be so closed to another women rite? The reason why we have been quarrelling so much the past few days was also related to this issue, it all started with that class gathering of his. I'm really sick & tired of quarrelling over the same things again & again. This issue had caused our relationship to be on the rocks. I really wish & i want everything to be back to what it is like before. I dun wish anyone or anything to affect our relationship.
I wasn't in any mood to go east coast after what happened. It really spolit my day! Was still thinking of enjoying & relaxing ourselves at the beach. It was almost time to meet up so i msg ling to inform her tat i'm nt gg to east coast as well as to tell her wat actually happened. I was feeling so sad & then she was the only one i could tell my troubles to at tat moment. 
Really got to thanks ling for always providing a listening ear. Ya! Though dear & i made up later in the afternoon but i truly hoped tat such things is nv gg to happen again.
To my dear: I know u will be reading this, i just wanna tell u that i really treasure this 5 years of relationship & being with u is the happiest 
moment in my life. I hoped u feel the same too!