(.+. The Gurl .+.)
(.+. Road down memory lane .+.)
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Will you ever come back if i let you go? Will your feeling ever return?
Will we get through this?
Will love ever come back again?
Some ppl are luckily to be given a second chance, will i be as lucky?
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(Lyrics edited & personalised)
Sorry, Blame It On Me - Akon
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
Especially when times you needed me the most
I’m sorry I’m not always there for you
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my bb
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I'm the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me
I’m sorry that i took so long to see
I’m sorry that i took so long to speak
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Sorry for the things that i put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
I walked out and left you there all alone
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
I hope i have the chance to make things right again
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First post in many months. It's been a loooooong time. Suddenly have the urge to pen my thoughts down.
Too many things happened during this period of time. It's ironic how things turn out this way. Twist & turn of fate. Heaven seems to be playing a joke on us. I believe everything happens for a reason, just that we dont know why it happened yet. It could be a test of love. A test of OUR LOVE.
Everything was too late when i realised and wanted to turn back. I really wish i could turn back time, i had alot, alot of regrets which no words can describe.
I regretted letting you down.
I regretted hurting you.
I regretted turning back too late.
I regretted losing your trust.
The thing i regretted the most was losing you.
Lots & lots of regrets.
After all that has happened, it made me realised something. You once told me this 'Fail to Plan, Plan to Fail'. How true! Planning is very impt. Plan your every step & plan for your future. If only i had plan & think abt it then, things wouldnt have turned out this way.
Now i really dont know what lies ahead. Will it be a good ending or a bad one? I dont know, nobody knows, only god knows.
This is the #369 post!!